My First 1%
Tuesday, 20 June 2006
This video clip shows what was, for me, my first 1%. (I always knew if I could get this then the percentages would slowly add up to 100.) Something significant happened and I called my parents up to witness it and video it on my mobile (hence poor quality footage) scared that it might not happen again. Inevitably it did though!
I am able to slide my left leg out to the side. This was something I was not able to do before, nor indeed something I thought to try to do. It was the first time my mind made me go inside my body and create a change.
All the changes that have taken place have been TINY TINY TINY. And for every visible change I had to work hard to build up the tension and connection - which at times was a daunting task as it seemed work without immediate reward. Always the same nagging question: is it working? After a while though, I started to recognise the pattern and learn to be more unconditional and patient with myself - with Hratch having to remind me constantly!
But together they have been adding up to the bigger changes and I have to remember to look back when I'm feeling impatience and accept my achievements and the changes.